This Is My Life

Sick and tired of these little punks

No way, no how I'll just turn away

It's everyday that I can't control

All the things I do, all the things I say

This time I will hold it down

I won't give in, I won't go insane

But I can't control my brain

Filled with sorrow, hate, rage, and pain

Take a look at the beginning

When I strayed so far away

Back when everything was working

There was still just you and me

Now I'm standing here with nothing

Left to lose or left to gain

Everyday I feel like dying

I can't seem to find my way

This is my life

These arms are broken now

From beating down the door

Afraid of who I was

Afraid of knowing more

My life is tearing up

The feelings that freed

My heart is colder

Waiting for my hands to bleed

So much damage has been done

To everyone I've ever known

Never knew what I was doing

Never meant to bring it home

And though yesterday still lingers

Empty bottles ease the pain

Let the past slide through my fingers

I'm the only one to blame

This is my life

These arms are broken now

From beating down the door

Afraid of who I was

Afraid of knowing more

My life is tearing up

The feelings that freed

My heart is colder

Waiting for my hands to bleed

I see my face in your eyes (I see my face in your eyes)

And I know what I regret

But I can't change what I am

And what I am is empty

This is my life

This is my life

These arms are broken now

From beating down the door

Afraid of who I was

Afraid of knowing more

My life is tearing up

The feelings that freed

My heart is colder

Waiting for my hands to bleed

These arms are broken now

From beating down the door

Afraid of who I was

Afraid of knowing more

My life is tearing up

The feelings that freed

My heart is colder

Waiting for my hands to bleed