High Lonesome

I've tried to think this out

Ten times now

But it's gone, the temptation, to reason

Fuck reason

And fuck all the words you've written

They make no sense

Not in retrospect

Please tell me

Please tell me

Why did you walk back in today?

But before you see me

It's been over a year now

And I'm hardly sound

And I'm over pretending

I'm no longer shaking

Or walking the ground

I'll try to work this out

But I don't know how

It goes on, this frustration lacks meaning

Fuck meaning

And fuck all the pain it brings

This makes no sense

I don't buy what you send

Please tell me

Why'd you walk back in today?

But before you see me

It's been over a year now

And I'm hardly sound

And I'm over pretending

I'm no longer shaking

Or walking the ground

I've tried to run

But I stay here

And I don't know why I would wait

There's still a reason

And it burns down

In ashes where I lay

Why'd you walk back in today?

But before you see me

It's been over a year now

And I'm hardly sound

And I'm over pretending

I'm no longer shaking

Or walking the ground

I'm drowning

Drowning

Drowning

Walking the ground